See, the picture i have? Yes, of course you do. That picture is so.....amazing to me. But it makes me sad. Because this guy is searching for someone he love's and its so cool because he's going through all kinds of craps just for her and no one will ever do that for me. I mean i know my family, and girlfriends would but that's not what I mean. Of course i LOVE that they love me, i know they do, but that's not the love I'm looking for.
So there are four types of love:
1. Agape -- unconditional love, like God's love for mankind
2.Philia -- love that exists between close friends, like Philadelphia, the city of brotherly love
3.Storge -- Love that grows between family members.
4. Eros -- the love you have for your spouse
I have abundance of the first three but the fourth, NONE. I mean i just don't understand it, there's tons of guys out there all I'm asking is that ONCE when i like a guy he likes me back (oh yeah, btw I'm SO over Gavin, *shakes head* he doesn't like me) is it that hard? I can't be, i've seen it happen plenty of times.
I know this sound lame but i wish i lived in a fairy tale, and it highly upsets me that life is NOT a fairy tale, and there are no perfect guys that will sweep you off your feet, and you won't marry a super rich guy and become a princess, and life doesn't have themes music that is upbeat and happy when you're jogging in the park, or sad and slow when your look out of the car's window into the rain at night. Life is not fair and its not always happy and i think i understand that now and i will get it out of my head that life is a fairy tale.
I guess I am just going to be depressed now.......
Bye, talk to you later.....maybe....I'm gonna go cry
Dear Kennedy,
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I'm very sorry you feel this way, love, but you shouldn't be like this. As mere freshmen, we shouldn't care about Eros love while we have other things to think about such as school, or transitioning into adulthood, or how we're going to wear our hair tomorrow. :)
I feel you. We are aiming for the most difficult guys to obtain for us. Of course it isn't hard, because it has happened before. In fact, I saw it yesterday. But it's going to take a while for us to find mutual love. I wish I was there to wipe your tears away, but don't be depressed. It makes me feel like crap. I feel like crying just to think that someone with your beautiful smile isn't smiling!
Please don't give up the "Life is a fairy tale" bit. As you know, I am a dreamer. And even though small forest creatures aren't our companions, I will act as your fairy godmother, as hum happy melodies in your ears whenever something triumphant happens. :) Just think about the magic you will feel when you find your prince charming! I mean, every Disney Princess had to go through hard times before she achieved her goals and got the man.
So don't worry love. Please don't give up on me now. We've only just begun.
Best Wishes with Philia Love,
Darriea
u shouldnt be depressed over that. ur 14 and u shouldnt even be close to finding the right guy that ull spend the rest of ur life with yet. uv got all the time in the world honey, b glad.
ReplyDeleteTo Breejea, you are a true best friend and i love you (philia/storge) with all of my heart. I learned the four types in church.
ReplyDeleteTo anonymous, i dont now who you are but ur right, and thanks for reading my blog :D
wow kennedy . ur uhhm . . .wow .
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